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My feelings for you were so strong

I thought that we would last for so long

The moments I was with you were the happiest in my life

But this pain that I'm feeling is as if I'm being stabbed with a knife

I can't take it any more I have to let go

My feelings are changing and I know that it shows

This isn't easy because I think I still love you

So many things are going on and I don't know what to do

I can't be with you while wishing I'm with him

I can't keep falling in and out of love and I can no longer pretend

I'm sick of never knowing if it's you or someone else

But I can't stay with you just because I don't want to be by myself

Me being without you seems like a sin

And I don't want to make the same mistake again

I know you love me but I can't do this any more

I don't want to turn my back on you and walk out the door

At times I think I still love you and at times I just want to say I'm done

But the worst part is that he means the world to me and to him I'm no one

I can't hurt you any more but I can't just walk away

And I can't go through this for another day

I know I'm not in love with him like I was with you

But the feelings he gives me are happy and new

He doesn't even know I exist but sometimes either do you

Maybe I'll flirt with your best friend while you're standing right there too

And no this isn't pay back for the times that you've hurt me

It's just something I'm going through and it's not easy

I know I'm hurting you now but it's killing me too

I hate going through this and I hate what I'm doing to you

I'm not in second grade anymore and I can't keep doing this

I feel so immature but I don't want to lose something That I know I will miss

I guess I should just end it now, get rid of these feelings I regret

Just so I can go after a guy that I just met

Maybe I don't know what love really is

All I know is that it's not this

So this is it, I'm done with you

I'm so sorry for what I've put you through

In the end I will probably wish I didn't do what I just did

But atleast now I won't have to keep my feelings hid

You said I broke your heart, left a big crack

And that you'll just walk away when I come crawling back

And when I realize that I still need you

You'll be needing someone else just like I did too

If that's the way you feel then it's really over forever

Never again will we be together

I leave you my last words, Maybe the last time you'll ever see my face

So this is goodbye, until we meet again in a better place

 

LIFE

These days things are changing

It seems like my whole life is rearanging

Little things that shouldn't bother me

Are eating me down to my core

It's as if I don't even know who I am anymore

The one thing that made me happy is now bringing me down

The music of our friendship is no longer playing any sound

Old feelings that should by now be long gone

Are once again playing that same old song

I hide these feelings behind my laughter and smile

But this can only last for a short while

Growing up is the hardest thing for me

I wish I was a child again when life was so easy

I'm losing so many friends and losing my faith

I'm intimidated by life and it's smacking me right in the face

I never used to care about what people thought of me

And suddenly all I care about is what other people see

Others would ask me for advice when they had questions running through their head

But now I'm the one with all of the questions instead

Life is going by so fast

It's like a race and I'm finishing last

It's scary to think that tomorrow is today

That at one point my life is bad and at another it's okay

But I've got people that I love to help me get through it all

The ones that don't make me feel so small

They're the only thing that keeps me going in life

The people that help me and give me advice

There are many names for these people

My gaurdian angels, my teachers, or even my leaders

But I like to call them my best friends

They always stick by my side through the thick and the thin

They give me courage, love, strength, and ambition

And whenever I need them they are there to listen

Life is tough but we'll get through it together

We're always going to be friends, forever

We'll be there to catch each other whenever we fall

We'll be there with each other through it all

I thank them for teaching me the meaning behind the word forgiving

But I most of all thank them for helping me to just keep on living

 

Little Things

 

It's the little things that make life so great

Times when you know something happend because of fate

Those warm and fuzzy moments that aren't even a big deal

Those kind of times that at least once in life everyone should feel

Whether it's a moment that when you think back on it your heart beats faster

Or a moment that brings back all of the laughter

They are always something that makes you feel good inside

One of those things that feelings can't hide

Like when you were five and you found your mother's mascara

And how she said she was mad but still had to get her camera

Or the time when you told your little brother to eat glue

You'll never forget that disgusted look on his face when he actually listened to you

That talk your dad had with your very first date

You were so embarrassed when he told him that he would regret it if you were home late

Then there was the time your sister invited your secret crush over on your birthday, just trying to be clever

You never admitted to your sister that that was your best birthday ever

That day you missed the bus and chased it all the way to school

And for about five seconds no one in 5th grade considered you cool

You remember fighting with little jimmy and pushing him down on the ground

But you'll never forget when he kissed you on the merry-go-round

Your first day of college, the first time you'd ever seen your father cry

And your mothers only words were you grew up so fast, with a sigh

The very first time you tried beer when you were 22

And when you told your mom she tried to ground you

How you met your very first love, the one you're still with today

He almost ran you over with his car and his first words to you were get out of the way

The first time you heard your little girl say i love you

You cried because that meant so much to you and she had no clue

It's little things like that that make life the best

Sometimes It's not always great like this but thinking back on these moments will give you a rest

From all the hustle and bustle, so go back to your childhood

Go back to all of the good
Go back to your home town, have a lemonade stand, or play in the leaves

These things will make you feel good and care free, even if they are only memories...

 

WAITING

 

Feeling light headed, drifting away, wanting to tell you what I need to say

You make me so happy, I swear I'm floating, going through the day always knowing

You're going to be there, even if It's not for me, I'll wait for you forever, patiently

Staring at the sky, thinking of you, sleeping at night, dreaming of you

I've never felt this way before, every second I feel it more and more

I wish that you could feel this even half as much, I want you to want me, I'm hoping for luck

Smiling, nervous, hear the laughter, I look at you and my heart beats faster

You are the spitting image of life with out sadness, of the heavens above, and the sound of children's laughter

You are the sun rising across a sketched pink sky, the fire extinguisher of hell, the only one that makes it all right

It doesn't matter what you say, I needed you yesterday, and I need you today

I'll need you tomorrow, and the next day too, the same old routine, I'll be waiting for you

Whether you feel the same or It's going to be never, I'll be here waiting for you, forever and ever

 

Sometimes

 

Who defines love

How do you kno when it's real

I don't care how young I am

This is how I feel

He makes me feel happy, special, and free

And I swear he's the only one in the world for me

What I'm feeling right now makes me go crazy

Whenever I'm around him everything gets hazy

I was never really sure if love was true

Until the day I fell in love with you

Now I know that love is real

And nothing in the world can change how I feel

I know I've got great friends and a great family

But sometimes it seems like you're the only one there for me

Sometime's it seems like you're the only one I can trust

You don't backstab me like others or leave me alone in the dust

Sometimes it's as if things aren't always what they seem

And sometimes I feel like I'm living a dream

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like without you

I don't know what would happen to me or what I would do

Sometimes I feel jealous, mostly of my best friends

And then it makes me wonder when it's going to be the end

Sometimes I think about how it would be

If you were with her, instead of with me

Sometimes I think that our love won't last long

But then you reasure me that our love is strong

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve you

The things that I'm feeling, do you feel them too

Sometimes no one else understands how I feel

And the only explanation I have is that it's real

What we have, is special and rare

Whether anyone else sees it, I don't care

You are my first love and maybe my last

I promise that I will never put you in the past

Throughout my life I will think of you

Everywhere I am and in everything I do

Even if we are not always together

The memories of us will stay with me forever

But until that day comes the only thing left to do

Is to say those three special words

I love you

..-For the first person i ever loved

 

Saved

On the outside I'm alive, free, and smiling

But on the inside im empty, rotting, and dying

No one knows these secrets that lie beneath my skin

No one knows what im feeling deep down within

I have not a friend, a love, or even an enemy

I've got no no one but my self

And I'm not enough company

So here I stand

Knife in hand

Ready to let it all go

The end is coming

And nobody knows

Just as the knife rises to my throat

I find a note to myself that my mother wrote

"Although I don't always show it

I love you more than anything

And if anything ever happend to you

Then that would be the end for me"

Tears filled my eyes as I read the note

And I threw the knife down away from my throat

Suddenly my fears they all dissappeard

I dropped to my knees as a strange comfort appeared

I couldn't see him

But I knew he was there

For I felt him all around me

and I knew that he cared

I knew it was him who sent that note as a sign

That right here and right now wasn't my time

This feeling wasn't new though

I'd felt it before

That time I'd got lost

But now it meant so much more

It was him who made me put down the knife

This is the story of how Jesus Christ saved my life

 

 

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